Love. Lies & Fireflies.

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Lavender warm.


Gateway to yesterday is gone.
No trace left behind. The dirt road smooth.
Summer has passed fleeing like pictures never taken.
Seafair nights. Clowns tears scar deep.
Thoughts, a million thoughts enrobe me.
Empty arms scream -
Dragonflies of blue soar on hug less wonders of you.
Where are you?
Are you still there?
Are you somewhere other then within this lonely life?
Fireflies chasing a wind blown city girl looking for home.


                                                      Kazz 💋


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