The Sleepy Bear.

 

If I have learned nothing more, I have learned life really does go full circle.

     A cold motel. Not "The Sleepy Bear," reminding me of the many years gone by.
No more "free" coffee from the packets inside the room -
NOR the .25 cent vibrating beds, I hated so much.

     Topanga sure has grown.
I still don't know who would name their child something that crazy.

I haven't had a bologna sandwich in so long.
Maybe ... Because I never much cared for them?

My body wants sleep. Tomorrow shall be a full day, again.
I think of ways to cut my hair. My nails need to be done.

I love the silent sounds of fresh falling snow!

     I miss you.
I frantically search for you. To find you.
     I miss you.
I look for signs. Any signs.
     I miss you.
I step through the woods. The woods, A place we always shared together.
It is almost Spring.
     I miss you.
A lily. A wild one. Like the ones we spent so much time searching out.
Just one. It is all I need.
     I miss you.
If I found one though, I believe I could do nothing more then break down & have
to face the thing I have feared the most.
     I miss you.

So maybe, just maybe I will stop looking & remember but ONLY
if you promise me that YOU will remember too.

     I miss you!

                                                 Kazz 💋