Those Days are Gone.

                               Here I go sounding like the same old broken record.

I have to keep telling myself that I started a blog so I could, ha-ha, follow  myself so to say. Talk about being lost! I never sit myself down to write "in" this, on here anymore. Thinking about it makes me pretty sad in away that I can not explain.

     Most day swirl quickly past me like the new fallen snow that we are finally able to enjoy as Winter is coming to its end - Spring getting ready to March in.

     My room is quiet - at my work station. My desk. I see the mountain in the distance with all the beauty of a pure white powder that has been painted over it for my viewing pleasure. Reminding me of all the snowmen I have brought to life over the years. The big ones. The small ones. The happy ones and the lop-sided ones. Those days are gone.

      My room is one of my favorite places. Other then the cars honking and the occasional - Lucee' making Oakley scream behind me, I could be happy here forever. At any given time you will find three cats sprawled out on my bed sleeping, framed photographs of my kids and bees. So many bees. I love it in here. It is most of what I am.

     Today is my Grandson, Keighan's birthday as well as my husband, Rusty's.
Born on the same day - how "strange" is that?

     In this family, not very. My son, Blazz was born on my husband's sisters day of birth as well as my Granddaughter, Saphiere was born on mine. Crazy to think that there are 365 days in a year and soon enough we will have each day celebrated as another Happy, Happy, Joy, Joy.

     My window is always draped in white twinkling lights, my stand too. The glow they radiate makes it feel so much more like home while I sit in my chair "thinking" up new ideas for my ever growing business adventure.

     Shailah is not to fond of any of the ideas that I come up with as she believes they are nothing but nonsense. I choose to disagree. I feel as though the words "Keep on dreaming even if it breaks your heart" has always been and will continue to be my life's motto. Sure, maybe this won't make me rich but what is rich? I would just settle with happy. I am happy doing this. We will see where it goes from here. Just you watch.

     I was supposed to work today but was awake most of the night not feeling good. I didn't end up going in. Somehow that turned into having Keto Chili for dinner tonight even though it wasn't that, that Shailah was "craving" but rather Keto Taco Soup. Good thing that is what is in the crock pot right now.

     The sun is starting to set now. I know even though it is 37* right now - the temperature is going to dip much lower. In the meantime though, I am inhaling all the beauty of twilight in Washington starting to envelop the days end with a tones blue sky and fluffy pinkness - O! the Summers of cotton candy are slipping in closer. I hate the heat. I really do.

                                                                         Kazz 💋